christ,
how do i make it through
when each breath is nearly crushing me
i have only myself to rely on
nobody unless your heart has been ripped out of you
minus pain relief can feel this
it is a visceral pain
never ending
why is his car everywhere
why is his name in every conversation
i see him, but then i don't
i want to sleep and never wake up
anything to take away my pain
i listen to the advice of friends
try to loosen the grip
but today it has won
today i give up
i drink now to forget, forget, forget
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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