well, today was spent in the hell's data base of irony, as I struggled desperately to make a dear dear ex of mine see that chasing his ex pot head girlfriend around was nothing but a complete waste of time. He is clearly in pain, and as I begged him to see the error of his ways, and see her for the xxxxx that she is, it was so odd for there is my other ex in England chasing a coke head around, blowing everyone he knows in his life away as the only thing he can see is her. It was quite the odd feeling, for I think he is an idiot and a massive fool. I don't think I have ever felt so utterly disillusioned by one person in my life before. Obviously he is a jerk and accordingly I have written him out of my life. But you know I did sadden for a moment when I stopped to realize that I will never see that aha moment when he realizes the worst mistake he has ever made. Very few of us get the opportunity to take that moment and relish it - the one where your ex catches you on a night that you are out with a hot guy, who cares if he's gay, but he's hot, and then BOOM you run into DOUG or whoever, and there you are. THERE YOU ARE!!! And your ex just sits there and languishes in utter pain as he watches you.
Wow my ego would benefit from that.
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